The other day Michael Jai White penned a letter to all of the women that he loved before apologizing for not loving them. It seems that for all of his life Michael was the dude who never appreciated a woman until the right one came along and left him wide open.
Here is his letter……
APOLOGIES TO ALL MY [EXES]!
In all my years as a grown man I knew, without a doubt, that women were different than men and required a gang of emotional attention. I came to the resolution that part of a man’s role was to endure women’s emotional neediness by patronizing them much as you would a child: “Yes, Dear, I’m listening,” even though this is some rhetorical BS. “Of course I miss you,” even though I just saw yo’ a– a little while ago! “I see you’re calling me”… even though I just F*^#ing talked to you 20 minutes ago!
As a man, you have to deal with hand holding, “yes dearing,” and freaking cuddling! I endured this for years until my relationships reached their natural demise due to some natural chemistry flaw between us or the woman’s natural chemical imbalance–yes I said it! I believed ALL WOMEN WERE CRAZY and the only choice a man had was to decide exactly how much crazy he’s willing to deal with to sustain a relationship.
It’s crazy to think I, as a man, would ever want to spend every waking moment with a woman, to be all-up-on each other constantly, to talk endlessly about “every-damned-thing” and see each other “every-damned-day!” I was always the spoiled Alpha Male who didn’t have to try as hard and I dealt out advice to my brethren due to my abundant experience with women. I had Alpha Females, “Dime Pieces” with degrees and plenty of them! I pretty much got every woman I wanted, rich or famous and who could argue with my numbers? On every level, I was “The Man!” Agreed? Well take my numbers, “Dime Pieces,” and vast experience and apply it to what I’m about to say–I WAS WRONG ABOUT WOMEN ALL THESE YEARS! My [Exes] were right!
The interesting thing about every good argument is the shifting percentages of validity on each opposing side, but only one concept will tip the argument past the 51% and expose the unflinching reality of the truth. My new life philosophy is to look forward to being wrong because each time I’m wrong, I learn something that unlocks the door to a concept I struggled to understand. The truth is then revealed and to live in the truth is to live in enlightenment.
I am now in a relationship that I never knew was even possible. I’m in love with my best friend who I shower with endless affection, talk to all times of the day and miss the moment I leave her side. I now understand what the women of my past desired from me. They INSTINCTIVELY KNEW that love actually looked this way! Everything from the hand holding to countless daily declarations of love were not only a byproduct of the man’s emotions but it was something easily volunteered by the man who’d truly loved them.
I simply didn’t love my Ex’s in the capacity their spirits knew organically needed to be loved. I believe woman nowadays have learned to settle for what’s FAMILIAR to love. In turn, they’ve had to decide how much of a man’s love they can live without to sustain a relationship. As we men are natural leaders in providing security, it is women who are the natural leaders in how to love. They are instinctively born with the barometer to feel when love is real. The behaviors they’ve required from men IS the behavior that is true for love.
The crazy lesson for men is that YOU’LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH OF A MAN YOU CAN BE UNTIL YOU TRULY LOVE SOMEONE BEYOND YOURSELF. I can say that I am now the very best version of myself and that’s due entirely to my relationship. My perspective is clear, my goals are defined, distractions are nonexistent, my business and personal relationships are stronger than ever. I don’t feel like “The Man,” anymore. I feel like A MAN.
And the first thing I thought of is.. ain’t dude damn near 50? You telling me that he spend the last 20 some odd years, maybe even 30 not knowing what love is? What the hell? How the hell? I mean how is this even remotely possible? And what Alpha Females was he kicking it with where he didn’t even love one of they asses?
Maybe Michael is just wide the fuck open right now? It could be possible that his new girlfriend just turned him out in such a fashion that he had to wax poetic about how the rest of the women in his life wasn’t the one. Maybe he was just romanced by the incense lit conversations and he ended up falling through his own asshole, because I just can’t believe that dude went through 40 some odd years not knowing what love is. And if I am wrong, if he possibly was in so much of a player mode that he never knew love before the world should be apologizing to him. Life has truly let playboy down.
Part of living life is experiencing love and heartbreak. For you need to experience love so that you know what heartbreak is and vice versa. I can’t imagine going through life where no woman that I have ever encountered had me fall in love with them. If that was the case somewhere around my 30s I would have been importing chicks from Venus or some shit, for clearly whoever I was fooling with wasn’t working out.
But nevertheless Michael Jai White has finally found love. I guess in the end it is better late than never.
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